Manusia itu tempatnya salah dan lupa. Sometimes we feel like we have every right to be mad at someone else’s fault, we feel like revenge is the most satisfying thing to feed our ego.

My spouse hurt me so bad by spending outrageous amount of money for buying 15 pieces of clothes in just 2 days. Something that is beyond our family value of careful spending. He has right to do so because it is his money, but to do that it’s just not like him. He’s not the man I used to know. I feel that I lost him. Deep down I want to revenge by buying whatever I want at any cost. But I realize that it is not a right thing to do. So now I cry, letting go all my feeling to Allah.

Terasa hangat di dalam dada, menyadari ada yang mencintai begitu rupa. You are my heaven on earth. Semoga Allah mengizinkan aku membersamaimu di surga nanti.

Needs another wing to fly up high.

Rasa cemburu itu sungguh melumpuhkan.

*Ya Allah jagalah kami*

Menciumnya adalah seperti pulang ke rumah dan mendapati bau yang aku kenal.

(After Dhuha, 10.35, 08092020)